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Shit, he was only making it worse. It was better when he was pretending he was fine. At least then Swift wasn't breaking down too. His heart ached that he had hurt Swift, that they couldn't make it better and he was bringing Swift down with him.
Seel wasn't sure what to do either, he couldn't make this go away, Ag knew he tried and thought he had succeeded, but Seel was great at burying things and pretending they didn't exist. He wasn't able to pull himself together, but he was able to pretend.
"Feeling sorry for each other isn't going to help."
He took a breath, and then moved to straddle Swift, sitting on his legs hands deftly working at his ouana-lim. It was the only thing he could think of to do.
Shit, he was only making it worse. It was better when he was pretending he was fine. At least then Swift wasn't breaking down too. His heart ached that he had hurt Swift, that they couldn't make it better and he was bringing Swift down with him.
Seel wasn't sure what to do either, he couldn't make this go away, Ag knew he tried and thought he had succeeded, but Seel was great at burying things and pretending they didn't exist. He wasn't able to pull himself together, but he was able to pretend.
"Feeling sorry for each other isn't going to help."
He took a breath, and then moved to straddle Swift, sitting on his legs hands deftly working at his ouana-lim. It was the only thing he could think of to do.